[sticky entry] Sticky: INSPIRATION

Oct. 26th, 2012 08:28 pm
onelittlefeather: (only my damp cage)







Metal Link

Lyrics: KOTOKO | Musical Arrangement: DECO*27 | Translation: Ramona



one morning, i woke up.
i was alone, with my old shoes on.
i was wandering across the city.

the deserted train station,
the narrow sidewalk,
the square where even the fountains had been stopped.
the lights of the city, fading away.
before them all - an angel standing.
slipping between the people coming and going,
she pierced my eyes.

in a small voice; keep on singing,
the blue bird that i found.
hey, please don’t stop; come on, sing,
my very own canary.
until dawn.

leaving everything behind,
i went there almost every day,
only my damp cage
would be waiting for my return.

without tiring, the blue bird
went on just sending out her voice.
like a shadow play,
unheard by the ordinary ones.

you coward! she scolded me.
today again, you’re only watching,
but don’t cry
your voice;
it’s only me who knows it.

now our eyes met.
did you laugh a little?
did you notice destiny?
i was waiting.
"come, come here."
i went just one step closer --

-- but without waiting a single second,
she flew away.
why? blue bird,
you are free, i knew that,
and i am also free.
from today on.



onelittlefeather: (slipping between the people)



Kotori Miu | 小鳥 ミュウ - Koyama Yu | 小山 優
Nicknamed Miu-chan by her Takarasienne and BELLS friends. Called Yu-pon by her mother and Yu-chan by Natsuko and Tomomin. 25 years old.

The most important aspect of Miu’s character is how she has distanced herself from all feelings that she deems troublesome, such as love in particular and the passionate emotions of anger and sadness. As a little girl, she saw what the loss of her father did to her mother and she vowed never to put herself in the same vulnerable position. As a result, rather than growing bitter and resentful, Miu has nurtured all the positive emotions, growing into an optimistic and bright-spirited person with an understated sense of humour and plenty of enterprise. She nurses an easy-going attitude which betrays that she used to lack ambition on her own behalf, although she approached and still approaches every role she is given with great care and earnestness. Her drive changed along with the rest of her personality, though, when she met Tomomi again, the other girl inspiring her to strive for perfection and allow herself to be touched by all those underlying feelings that she’d rejected since she was a child. Feelings which made her a more compelling actress on stage and a more wholesome person backstage. When Tomomi died, only Miu’s professional determination remained, her relation to her own feelings declining back into its former state rapidly, until she was left with an even greater reluctance to deal with emotions of affection and passion. As she had most feared as a child, she was now in her mother’s shoes, having lost her significant other. Left only to delve into her work, her dancing, fully and wholly. Putting on a smiling face to match her happy feet.




Ishii Tomomi | 石井 朋美
A former friend of Miu’s when they both lived in Sapporo. Later became Miu's lover. Called “Tomomin”. Two years Miu’s senior. Deceased.

Tomomi was a talented ballet dancer who, at a young age, received a scholarship and later became first soloist with the Tokyo Ballet. Tranquilly balanced and mature, she functioned as Miu's counterweight personality-wise and was always gently supportive of Miu’s ideas and initiatives. Miu was her ‘first love’, although it was unrequited at the time – implying that she knew she was a lesbian from she was around fourteen years old. She lived and breathed ballet and was given several notable parts in the Tokyo Ballet's productions, her biggest role Odette/Odile in Swan Lake. A role she was given the chance to reprise before her death. Being generally a very calm person, ballet was the one area of Tomomin’s life where she openly showed wild, passionate abandon. A passion and fire which multiplied visibly once Miu entered her life again. Tomomi never revealed to anyone, least of all her parents, that she was in a relationship with another woman – knowing that in her and Miu’s position, it could mean trouble. However, being an only child like Miu, she had a strong bond to her mother and talked openly to her of how much time she spent with her new ‘friend’, to a degree where her mother, at the time of Tomomi’s death, suspected that Miu was her girlfriend. Yet she didn’t invite her to Tomomi’s funeral and Miu hasn’t been in contact with Tomomi’s family since that night at the hospital. A situation Miu has contented herself with.




Daiho Ayato | 大穂 あやと - Ishiguro Rin | 石黒 りん
Former otokoyaku from Soragumi. Still goes by her stage name and is called Dai-chan by the other BELLS dancers. 29 years old.

Dai-chan was one of the first, along with Ayako, to welcome Miu to the company where she herself had danced for the past three years and the two became fast friends, bonding over their shared history in Takarazuka - a bond Miu ensured to strengthen by dragging Dai-chan with her to all the Hanagumi performances she herself attended, to watch Chiho's progression into nibante musumeyaku in Miu's stead. A sensible, serious person, Dai-chan tries never to pass judgement on others and focuses on her own performance first and foremost. She isn't without humour, but she rarely laughs out loud, no matter how silly Miu acts to try and make her. She left Takarazuka to marry her boyfriend at the time, Kaku, and had a child not long after. The relationship, however, didn’t work out and she got divorced with full custody of her five-year-old daughter, Aoi-chan. Her divorce left her wary of everything Takarazuka for a long time, since she associated it with her former husband. Now, having met Miu, she is slowly returning to the happy memories of having been in the Revue and is opening up more, becoming less reserved. Currently, she’s planning her wedding with her boyfriend of the past two years, Itsuki.




Koyama Shinobu | 小山 忍
Miu’s mother. Simply referred to as 'Mother'. In her early 50s.

Although Shinobu grew up in Takarazuka, she later moved to Sapporo, Hokkaido, when she married her late husband, Masaji. She still lives there, in the home where Miu also grew up. She's a businesswoman who runs her husband's family import company in the position of its director. After her husband died of cancer, she singlehandedly brought up Miu who was only three years old at the time. Fully dedicated to her job, she and Miu never spent much time together, something that Shinobu made up for by having paid and continuing to pay most of Miu’s expenses in regards to her life as a performer, first in Takarazuka, later with BELLS. Although Miu feels they are estranged from each other, she respects her mother very much without any traces of resentment or bitterness. Shinobu didn't attend even a single of her daughter's performances until Miu received the Bow Hall lead of Odette in 'By the Lakeside', but always received a thick envelope after each show containing still photos, the official program and Miu’s personal photos with attached notes. Envelopes that she carefully studied and kept in a drawer in her home office. Shinobu loves Miu very much, but doesn't know her very well and is aware of this fact, respecting and accepting the distance that has come between them.




Nishino Natsuko | 西野 夏子
An old friend of Miu’s mother who introduced Miu to Takarazuka. “Natsuko-san”. The same age as Shinobu.

A childhood friend of Shinobu's from when she grew up in Takarazuka City, where Natsuko still lives as a married but childless homemaker, not far from Miu’s old apartment. After Miu moved from Sapporo to Takarazuka, Natsuko took her in and has served as her substitute mother throughout her life away from Hokkaido. Knowing that Miu can’t cook, she always ensured that her fridge was full of homemade food, easy to reheat and often invited Miu over for dinner or tea whenever Miu found herself in Takarazuka. Natsuko is also good friends with Fuji Eru, one of Miu's classmates, who entered Hoshigumi - the troupe that has Natsuko's support. As a show of appreciation for all her help, Miu always bought Natsuko first-row tickets for the Takarazuka run's shinjin kouen performance of Hoshigumi's shows, so that she could see Eru perform. Natsuko also attended all the Hanagumi shows in which Miu had more prominent roles. After Miu left Takarazuka and moved to Tokyo to join BELLS, Natsuko comes to visit her at least once a month and still brings homemade food with her to fill Miu's fridge and freezer.




Fuji Eru | 不二 える - Ono Hinata | 大野 陽向
One of Miu’s classmates. An otokoyaku. Nicknamed “EGO-kun” by Miu, but generally called Eru-kun by others. One year older than Miu.

Miu and Eru were classmates during their Takarazuka Music School days and remained close friends. In contrast to Miu, Eru had every ambition of becoming top star one day, graduating third in their class and having been heavily promoted since she entered Hoshigumi. Singing is her greatest talent and her strong, naturally deep voice has gained her quite the following, something of which she is acutely aware. Her confidence can be grating and, in terms of humility, she still has a lot to learn, but her talents and her drive have been rewarded with one nibante role in the most recent Hoshigumi shinko and the promise of a shinko lead in the upcoming production of "Da Capo, My Love". After they entered different troupes, they have not been able to see each other as much as either of them would have liked, but they text each other regularly and hang out on their days off, mostly at Natsuko’s place. After Miu left Takarazuka, Eru has had her first sanbante role in a national tour and is slowly moving into position of becoming top star in the future.




Mafune Tamamo | 真船 たまも - Takahashi Chiho | 髙橋 千穂
A girl one year Miu’s junior. Everybody in Hanagumi calls her Mamo-pon, only Miu calls her by her given name, Chiho. The same age as Miu.

Miu came to know Chiho during her second year in Music School, since Chiho carried out her cleaning duties under Miu’s supervision. Learning that they both originated from Hokkaido, although from different cities - Miu being from Sapporo and Chiho from Tomakomai, Miu immediately adopted the shy and soft-spoken Chiho. After her graduation, Chiho was also sorted into Hanagumi and their friendship quickly deepened, especially seeing how their respective strength proved to be the other girl’s weakness; Chiho a remarkable actress, but a less than stellar dancer. Miu’s knack for talking often landed Chiho in problems, although she – as a person – was much more reserved and respectful. This nature of hers made her a popular and valued member of the troupe, a person everybody liked. Likewise, the fans also began noticing her, since she played several 'little sister' parts with great conviction. Chiho is the only one who knows about Tomomi and Miu's relationship to her, a secret she keeps with much earnestness while beginning to take over for Miu as nibante musumeyaku, following Miu's retirement.



TIES

Sep. 24th, 2013 12:04 pm
onelittlefeather: (but don’t cry)



Title: ties
Prompt: because you're beautiful
_____

On her last day in Takarazuka, a whole bunch of the others are waiting for her inside at irimachi, practically ambushing her when she enters. Of course Shio-san is at the forefront of the group, too. Holding something cream-coloured and fluffy-looking between her hands – not a puppy dog, but something much better! Miu smiles despite the sadness of it all and holds out her hands in expectation.

The scarf is even softer than it looks, but Shio-san reclaims it quickly. To wrap it around Miu’s neck herself. They stand like that for a long moment. Until Miu bows. In thanks.


ON SMILES

Sep. 22nd, 2013 09:12 pm
onelittlefeather: (the blue bird that i found)



Title: on smiles
Prompt: jewellery
_____

Everyone!

Today I discovered something incredible! It’s a lipstick from MAC, pink and shimmering and really cute! Everyone should definitely buy it; it’s called Sheen Supreme Behave Yourself. Those who know me also know that I don’t wear a lot of jewellery day to day, right? Only earrings and sometimes necklaces…

Well, that’s because Miu-chan thinks a girl’s best accessory is her smile and the best way to make it really sparkle and shine is by using the right lipstick! Mmn, a good smile is better than jewellery, especially if it reflects a warm heart.

So, everyone, do your best!


COLLECTION

Sep. 15th, 2013 11:27 am
onelittlefeather: (my very own canary)



Title: collection
Prompt: music
_____

Hane is released while Yu is in the middle of her toughest preparations for TMS. She learns about the CD from a late-night show on TV, KOTOKO performing the title song after doing just a short interview. It’s not the kind of music Yu would normally listen to, but KOTOKO’s voice – combined with knowing that she, like Yu herself, is from Sapporo and has lived out her dream… It’s admirable, right? While hitting close to home at the same time.

Later, when Yu packs her bags to move to Takarazuka, Hane is stacked with the rest of her dance music.


DRABBLE #2

Sep. 14th, 2013 10:02 pm
onelittlefeather: (in a small voice)



The bathrooms at Lily Lily’s are completely deserted, it’s that late… That early, because it’s five in the morning now, isn’t it? The club is closing and Miu needs to make her decision soon. Whether she wants to hook up with attractive Nao-san whose kanji means honest and who’s tall and has short hair, just like an otokoyaku. “Miu,” Nao-san whispers in her soft voice, hands soft too. “It’s an unusual name for a Japanese person.” Miu just laughs and leans in to kiss her, with lots of tongue.

Sorry, she thinks – but I can’t be as honest as you.



OF PRIZES

Sep. 12th, 2013 07:16 pm
onelittlefeather: (fading away)



Title: of prizes
Prompt: tea
_____

The head of EGO-kun’s fanclub kindly allows Miu to attend her classmate’s first ochakai, even promises to keep it a secret from EGO-kun herself. On the day, at the event, when it’s time for questions – Miu stands up and asks the most important one of all:

“Fuji Eru-san, isn’t it true that you’ll definitely be top star one day?”

As soon as she’s been identified by everyone present – pointed out to some – everybody claps their hands and laughs. Their friendly cheering reflects on both their faces, EGO-kun’s and Miu’s. Mmn, seeing the surprise in her friend’s eyes… That’s the prize.


onelittlefeather: (i went there almost every day)



Title: gold-plated love
Prompt: home
_____

They’re eating their dinner in silence, Yu and Yu’s mother. A western-style meal, the leftovers from Yu’s mother’s meeting with two American businessmen, here in their private home… In her mind, Yu imagines her mother asking her something like “your line dance practice – are you working hard on it?” or “have you made your decision in regards to your stage name at last?” Her mother, however, only opens her mouth around the next bite of steak. But it’s okay. Yu knows. Yu knows that her mother loves her in a different currency and Takarazuka has been nothing, if not expensive.


GIRLFRIENDS

Sep. 9th, 2013 07:05 pm
onelittlefeather: (coming and going)



Title: girlfriends
Prompt: "After all this, don't start to hate me, okay?"
_____

“So, the reason that you’re retiring is that your girlfriend… died in a car accident on Brushstrokes shonichi?”

It’s difficult to tell what word Chiho-chan is placing the most emphasis on. Whether it’s on “girlfriend” or “died”. Miu just nods her head and takes another sip from her diet coke. She’s already decided that it doesn’t really matter what her friend thinks, however cold that kind of philosophy is. They’re nearing the end of the Tokyo run of Elisabeth anyway, right?

“I see,” Chiho-chan says, her tone of voice making Miu smile. “You must have loved her very much, Miu-chan.”


onelittlefeather: (hey please don’t stop)



Title: opening night
Prompt: keitai culture
_____

While everyone prepares for the stage, backstage is a blur. Of excitement, the kind mostly born from nerves strung too tight. Jittery, Miu’s applying her makeup – in 9 minutes, Hanagumi record holder! – with her cell phone lying in front of her. On silent mode. She texted Tomomin earlier; asked her how her day has been…

Around her, Sakura no Hime’s entourage is beginning to shuffle towards the wings. Miu gets up, too. Quickly. Leaves her cell phone on the dressing table. Turned off, as is expected.

So the text message only ticks in later. After everything. Yu-chan, do your best!


onelittlefeather: (you are free)



Title: the motive forces
Prompt: 078 - Love
Summary: Sometimes it even seems like Miu-chan is longing a little, too.
_____

she'll never play odette the same way again )


onelittlefeather: (come on sing)



Title: sleeping beauty
Prompt: 096 - Writer's Choice
Summary: I like you, Yu-chan. I like you a lot.
_____

dancing as aurora and princess florine )


onelittlefeather: (she flew away)



Title: dream makers
Prompt: 031 - Interest
Summary: And tomorrow, Miu and Ren-san will once again be dream makers.
_____

this is the time. this is the place )


onelittlefeather: (without tiring)



Title: in audience
Prompt: 037 - Dog Food
Summary: Ayako-chan's note reads something different.
_____

in her neatest handwriting )


onelittlefeather: (before them all)



Carnival of the Birds
BELLS Dance Company




Original choreography:
Ueno Takeru & Hazuki Otoha


Directors:
Ueno Takeru & Hazuki Otoha


Assistant Director:
Horiguchi Isao


Music:
Fujihara Haruki


Scenography:
Matsuura Kaori


Lighting:
Asumi Chihiro


Costumes:
O-SHIGERI




ROLE LIST




The Falcon:
Miyaki Ren


Migration of the Geese:
Sekimoto Sakura, Uchino Nozomi, Yamaguchi Suzue, Yokomine Yuka & Akiyama Ichiko


Two Peacocks:
Ito Ayako & Ifukube Ai


A Flock of Seagulls:
Junpei Rumiko, Endo Momoka, Kinoshita Shiori, Shinohara Yui, Shizuki Umeko & Chiba Kaede


Flamingos:
Daiho Ayato, Fujiwara Juri, Fukuda Fusako, Higashide Manami, Miyahira Yoshino, Nomura Ai & Sekimoto Hinata


The Little Lark:
Kotori Miu


Two Crows:
Horiguchi Eiko & Horiguchi Etsuko


The Falcon and the Sparrow:
Miyaki Ren & Hayami Rie


The Owl:
Hazuki Otoha


The Gathering of Starlings:
All dancers



LITTLE BIRD

Jun. 6th, 2013 04:48 pm
onelittlefeather: (but don’t cry)



Title: little bird
Prompt: 047 - Sign
Summary: They'll think it's just a cute wordplay.
_____

ootori rei-san's kanji, more and more her own )


onelittlefeather: (only my damp cage)



Title: awaiting arrival
Prompt: 077 - Box
Summary: This is the face she wants to show the world.
_____

a lipstick that will look really good formed in a smile )


onelittlefeather: (an angel standing)



Title: gently gently
Prompt: 009 - Brush
Summary: Like women. More gently! More!
_____

gently gently )

| mirror - ren | mirror - ayako |




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